Dear me sophialotus

To keep records of myself Incase I have forgotten 😭😳😭😳😭😔😊😳😭😳

My name is Sophia lotus 🪷🪷🪷 

I was born in August 9 my country birthday 🎂 

I was born in the first day of Chinese lunar seven ghost month 😳😳😳 That's explained why I can see ghosts , aura energy and . . .

My IQ is below the average person IQ 😭 😭 😭 accordingly to the mental health reviews and that's explained why I couldn't solve simple math calculation 😭 😭 😭 

But I have super super super extra senses like unstable remote viewing, unstable distance hearing, unstable distance eye view, unstable visions of the past and future and very very very strong "seven sense". . that protect me help me dissolve many problems and everything 😔😔😔 

I always wanted to live a normal life hidden my psychic power away and be a good Theravada Buddhist and reach enlightenment in this life but but but . . .😭😭😭

My name is Sophia lotus 🪷 🪷 🪷 

Lotus was my extra name from my lotus tattoo which is to remember my "dead husband" and covered dissolving the twin butterfly tattoo curse on my back but some stupid rumors out there saying is a blessed lotus by someone or monk or whatever 🤬🤬🤬 I give them 🖕🖕🖕 as they are greedy and superstition assholesss 

I dislike greedy people and only bless those righteous people especially they need help but not those greedy assholesss trying to get near me for their greediness and evil intentions 🤬🤬🤬 and if they provoked me instead of blessings but serve them with curses until they have realized their mistakes then the curse will be dissolved automatically. . . And the curse is automatically cast out once I am being provoked or touched without my permission but they didn't know that at first will be good luck blessings then later turn into a bad curse 😳😳😳 I have warned them but those assholesss still blinded by their greediness 😁😁😁

I dislike human beings and yet I want to help climate crisis but was stopped by the most powerful force of karma in the entire world then I became weak and fell sick often 😭😭😭 as I have tried many times many ways to challenge the unbeatable powerful force of karma. . . But I have failed. . .

My so called dead husband his name is CY as we met on the plane flying towards Thailand 1999 lunar month and date 07/07/1999 😳😳😳 legendary of the Chinese love story involved a mortal man and a goddess. . .

I hate my father my sisters and my brother as they are big hypocrites liars and great pretender of innocent good people 🖕 🖕 🖕 to help people just to feel good for themselves or mostly illusions to keep them happily. . . 😒😒😒 They are nutcases too but sadly they didn't know 🤣😂🤣😂🤣 but I love my mother and always share my merits with her hoping she would rebirth in good condition place and family and whatever is good 😊 😊 😊 

I have been stalking by stalkers with dark aura but they didn't know 😳😳😳 and I hate them as they are police of my country or control freaks too as they have destroyed my life making my life more miserable lonely depression isolation and others 🤬🤬🤬

I am a lone wanderer as I don't like the human nature. . .

Most importantly I was a divine wisdom Sophia mother of all source 😳 😭 😔 

I must be a most powerful grey witch with dark and white magic forces in the universe to defeat the dark force and  destroy the dark energy that influenced human beings. . 

Since I am both M and F so I could practice the yin and yang energy as the dark and white magic forces to be the most powerful grey witch in the universe 💪 💪 💪 

To be continued if I still remember 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 😂 🤣 🤣 🤣 😂