My lovely personal diary

 For so many years I have stopped writing my diary over here . . . due to my boring and boring life that I have chosen. . .

Something wrong with my IQ 😭 mental medical review that my IQ is at the borderline of average IQ of normal people so in another word I am quite retarded 😂😂😂and that's explained why I couldn't even solve simple math calculation 😭😂🤣🤣

But few people knew that I have special super super super six seven eight senses to help to prevent to protect myself from trouble and disasters, nobody knows my true ancient divine identity as I was "one"  of the ancient the first the divine wisdom Sophia reborned as a human being and other "me" might reincarnated as humans aliens animals monsters demons or some of "me" have returned to the source the pure spirit realm above the matter/physical/lower realms of heavens and the entire universe. . . accordingly to the gnostic Theravada Buddhism cosmology. . .

And I will keep this secret bury until my death. . . Forever and ever ever. . .

I have changed recently after my awakening to remember my past lives lives lives. . . A cold chilling quiet person 😳😳😳 I don't smile anymore I became sarcastic towards people I don't like . . Usually my old self was a friendly funny laughable personality. .  

Today the old Aunt boss ard my house is quiet rude and unpoilte 😡 I will never never never bless her and her messy shop anymore 😳 she has reviewed her true self after knowing her many years. . . Human dark personality is always hidden from the outsiders lollllll 😳 human cruel selfish uncompassionate nature 😳 that's why I have changed becoming a cold chilling quiet person I don't like human and yet I am still a human being 🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣. . . Nayyyy I am not a human at all a complicated stories 🤣😂🤣😂🤣🤣🤣🤣. . .

Tmr back to the people park complex an asura warzone world 🌎 🌍 🌎 for work 😭 I have given up those people of this complex my heart has died no more love no more laugh no more smiling face no more friendly funny Sophia but the question is they don't know but some knew some whom close with me have noticed my new personalities 🖕🖕🖕 who cares as they are all selfish greedy unreasonable assholesss 😳😂🤣😭🫣😬😘😁 very greedy for money 🤑 💰 💰 💰 

Ok enough for today it's to take my three in one meal and dress up for the tmr freelance therapist job 😳😳😳😁😭🤣😂💰💰💰 btw who is the asshole who invented the money 💰 💰 💰 see you again my personal diary 😘😘😘

Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

Christ

Christ has restored the partially of my divine energy to ward off the dark forces. . .but for many years I have forgotten and didn't use my psychic energy since I have chosen to live a normal life like others. . And that caused my psychic power gone and hidden deeply inside my sub sub sub consciousness 😔

I made a choice to live like a normal human being for many years and tried to forget the "old self" . . Do I regret 😂 nope. . .

Many years ago I tried to use my psychic power to save the climate crisis but I was stopped by an ancient ancient. . . that she said Those ungrateful selfish human beings have been taking advantage of mother earth Goddess nature resources and worst still they are polluting and killing the earth and mother earth Goddess slowly and painfully. 

 . . . 

I have tried to argue with her but she warned me any attempting to save climate crisis I will be paid and punished by the unbeatable forces of karma. . . and I fell sick whenever I tried to save the climate crisis. Again and again and again. . . until my immune system becoming weaker and weaker 😭😭😭 and I pity mother earth but I also pity the human beings. . . But year after year I began to hate human cruel and greedy nature. . . that's explained why I don't like and avoiding the contact with any beings for many many years until now then I realized that I don't like human beings 😳😳😳 sometimes nope most of the time I don't quite understand myself and the confusing split personality of mine have torn my life chaos 😁😘😭😞😬🫣 I hate human nature 

And out of the blue blue blue whatever . . dementia disease attacks me 😭😭😭😭😭😭 only left few years to live accordingly to medical history of dementia patients. . .

 Yet I still tried to figure how to go against the unbeatable forces of karma for years. . 

To be continued. . .

Sophia-Lotus 

A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch

I was I am the ancient divine wisdom Sophia

Only recently I have managed to recall my first past live of millions millions millions past past past lives in the endless cycle of the infinity Time. . .

I was ancient divine wisdom Sophia 

I am still now. . .

I was I am the source of all living beings creatures non beings aliens and many others. . .

I was captured by my own creation . 

There are many many many "me" wandering around the whole universe after I had been trapped and "killed" by the dark forces that I had created imperfectly and mistakenly 😭😭😭 My divine soul has been broken from millions pieces, millions of me wandering around the dark universe forgotten my true divine self until Christ saves me again and again and again and. . .

Thank you Christ 😔

Now I have awaken and recently I have discovered that I may have dementia and left only few years to live accordingly to the medical science history. . . But . . 

Those evil spirits of the dark forces are harassing me now as they have realized I have fully awaken. . .

 I have been struggled of fighting with the evil ones from many past lives from their . . . But I am I will still fight with them . . . I want them to pay of my many past lives suffering. . I want to be stronger with my divine psychic power to destroy all the evil ones that I have created in the beginning of time. . .

I have dementia and I will soon forget who I was and all important message for me. . 

To win this war I must change to be a dark destroyer and I will and the only choice that I have now as nobody will help me nobody will know who I really am only the divine Christ knows 😭 I must pay all the karma that I have committed in the beginning of time nobody can save me but only myself even Christ could not change my karma but only reminded my true divine seft . .

To save myself from dementia I need to master the ancient reiki healing and with the help of real gemstones plus meditation. . . I will I must create a new form or an ancient way of self healing. . . absorbing the raw universe energy to heal to cure to boom my illness my dementia and lastly becoming the most powerful witch in the galaxy to win and save myself and the so called war . . .

To be continued. . .

Fire in Australia

I pray thee forces of nature. . .
I invoke thee forces of the elements. . .
I am calling the forces of rain and cold air. . . showers Australia three days and three nights to kill the fire in Australia.

May the mother nature has compassion for the climate change in Australia.

So must it be _ ! _

Sophia Lotus

Suddenly I'd became a goddess of weather @!@

And I gotta monitor the weather through my min smartphone @!@ how it's that possible?

Yes it could be done but but but. . .

Dear heaven am I one of the Angels holding one of the four winds _ ! _ accordingly to st john revelation. . .

A wisdom @!@ to be solved. . .

6 + 6 + 6 + 6 = 24 + half ?

636 = 666 = 18 = 9

4 angels = 6666

@?@ who are they?


Sophia Lotus

China _ ! _ You are cursed!

China _ ! _

You are cursed with natural disasters by the power of threefold karma. . .

So must it be.


Sophia Lotus

Current location of the N.M.P. _ ! _