Because of my karma trying to protect the world???? Or Christ is secretly helping me 😳😳😳 as for many years no serious earthquake activities shaking my country from the influence of earthquakes countries like Indonesia 😳 and no earthquake in Malaysia beside the eastern Malaysia 🤔🤔🤔
All ye Spirits of rain, water and wind please listen to me as I was I am I the all source of divine wisdom Sophia please rain down to wipe out the fire in Europe and stop all heavy pouring in all countries and restore the normal temperature of all countries and remove dissolve the heat of all countries that have been affected 😔😔😔 although I couldn't control the nature elements anymore due to the unbeatable powerful karma Forces of destruction of the mother earth and earth Goddess that fell on me sick in the past and present and in the future. . .
I will listen to the source and stop the suicide actions that challenging the most powerful force energy of the entire heavens and the universe I have no choice but to protect myself for the sake of better benefits of all humanity on mother earth 🌎🌍🌎
So must it be so this is the way and the only future destiny I have to face 😔😔😔
. . . . . . . . Hopefully hopefully hopefully one day the dark force will repent of his and their evil deeds 😔😔😔 Dreammmmmm on Sophia continue to dream the impossible impossible of impossibly realization of repentance 🤔😳🤔😭😡🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😬
Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch
I might not return to the source and reunion with divine wisdom Sophia, 😔😔😔 I am thinking thinking about staying behind on earth and continued helping earthly beings as they are they were allllll my fault of the creation in the beginning of the world. . .
After I have ended my life I will choose to becoming the powerful witch in spirit form including dark energy to defeat the dark force as they and he must pay for all my sufferings in this life and the millions millions millions past lives and the millions millions millions of " me" who have been lost and wandering around the dark cold universe that is still under the controller of the dark force fallen god creator Yaldabaoth later known as Satan who had been cast down to the abyss of Tartarus a dark deepest abyss of realm of titans aka asura. . .
May the source of the great Maha holy spirit blessings and understanding 😭😭😭 I must I will I need to be responsible for my creation mistakes in the beginning of time and physical/material world which is indirectly created by me through the dark force creator of the entire physical realms of heavens and the universe as I will not I must could not run away from my big big big mistakes 😭😭😭😡😡😡😳🌍🌎😬😡😡😡😡😭😡😡😡
So must it be 😔 and may the unbeatable powerful forces of karma help me to defeat the dark force. . .
Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch
To end my life before my dementia becomes worst as no one is gonna take care of me then this is the best solution 😭😭😭 or TMR go visit Chinese doctor free medical clinic 😕😕😕 And should I inform my mental health doctor of my dementia as the appointment date is near. . . Dementia cannot be cured if I will go get help but only delaying my brain disorder and my death . . .
Sooner or later I will die bz of dementia sooooo and since I am lone wanderer so better still ending my life peacefully (hopefully) before I Lost my mind without any help from heartless people who surrounding me and only desire for my divine energy as they are the ones that the source wanted me to avoid 😡😡😡 Those greedy people and stalkers 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😘😘😘😘😘😘😘 well look at the bright side as after my death I will I try I must become the most powerful witch in the universe. . .
SophiaLotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch
While I was taking three in one only meal for today I fell asleep 😔😔😔😔 when I open my eyes and shocked seeing the whole place full of so much golden white lights and the feeling is unexplainedable with love peace feeling. . Then the shining part of golden white light fades away 😳 a beautiful face humanoid appeared smiling at me and said not in actual words but how to say something like telepathic speaking softly in my head 😳 . . Little one welcome to the realm of pure spirit I am Sophia divine wisdom mother 😳😳😳😳😳😳 I was speechless and shocked thinking that's me I mean one of me at this beautiful realm. . Then the soft voice in my head speaking that human beings are stubborn and evil most of the time human beings have been slowly destroyed mother earth and earth Goddess there are so many ways to use clean energy to survive to work and for transportation and yet humans chosen the destructive way and slowly murdering the mother earth 🌎 🌍 🌎 followed and influenced by the evil spirits of dark lord forces creator fallen god later known as Satan. . . and more shocking news is those terrorists, extreme god worshippers, killers on the street and others are all under the evil spell of the evil spirits of the dark lord forces. .😳😳😳 That's explained why sometimes I was seeing dark shadows ard them. . 😳😳😳 I was speechless again so my extra senses are right all the time 😳😳😳😳😳 Then soft voice in my head speaking little Sophia stop all your stubbornness stop challenging the unbeatable karma Forces stop solving the climate crisis and becoz of my foolish persistently that the dark karma of humanity that killing their own "mother" earth has fallen on me, (maybe dementia is my karma to challenge the karma force as the humanity )😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 and I always fall sick 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 little Sophia until your time is done please come bk to the source and reunion with us . . . live your world with no regrets no more fights and quarrel as remember my holy status 😳 no more engaged with greedy people that surrounding me now and the past no more . . .no more. . I couldn't remember the rest 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 and the final soft voice speaking it's time to wake up from your dream and choose your proper way 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 then above her a more brightening golden white with rainbow colors appeared behind her 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 I am very sure the golden white rainbow colors humanoid figure is Christ 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 then I woke up . . . . .
. . . . . . . this is not a dream as you couldn't remember the dream once you woken up.
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I didn't inform any or share my secrets with anyone even gd friends if I have any 😁🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂 I remembered this this this as I will never forget the beautiful face of another "me" divine wisdom Sophia and the most beautiful lights that I have ever seen. . Christ. . .
Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch
