To be the most powerful witch in the universe 💪💪💪

 How to be a most powerful witch in the universe???? Before ending my life. . .

Chakras 

Mother Earth energy 

Raw gemstones and crystals

To be continued if I still remember 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣. . .

I lost my interest to eat becoz ofDementia

Three meals breakfast lunch dinner into one meal per day I still no appetite to eat 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Dementia has made me lost appetite to eat healthy 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 

Soon or sooner I will lost my mind my memories so better write down everything abt myself to remind of myself. . .

Sosososo. . Can't remember what to write ✍️ ✍️ ✍️ hopefully the indigo gemstone for the mind chakras will heal my brain stopping slowly my dementia getting worst and of course plus others. . .

To be continued. . If I still remember 🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😭😭😭😭🤣😂. . .

Who is this Bitch 😳

 

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Why sg no hot weather no heavy rain no earthquake

 Because of my karma trying to protect the world???? Or Christ is secretly helping me 😳😳😳 as for many years no serious earthquake activities shaking my country from the influence of earthquakes countries like Indonesia 😳 and no earthquake in Malaysia beside the eastern Malaysia 🤔🤔🤔

All ye Spirits of rain, water and wind please listen to me as I was I am I the all source of divine wisdom Sophia please rain down to wipe out the fire in Europe and stop all heavy pouring in all countries and restore the normal temperature of all countries and remove dissolve the heat of all countries that have been affected 😔😔😔 although I couldn't control the nature elements anymore due to the unbeatable powerful karma Forces of destruction of the mother earth and earth Goddess that fell on me sick in the past and present and in the future. . .

I will listen to the source and stop the suicide actions that challenging the most powerful force energy of the entire heavens and the universe I have no choice but to protect myself for the sake of better benefits of all humanity on mother earth 🌎🌍🌎

So must it be so this is the way and the only future destiny I have to face 😔😔😔

. . . . . . . . Hopefully hopefully hopefully one day the dark force will repent of his and their evil deeds 😔😔😔 Dreammmmmm on Sophia continue to dream the impossible impossible of impossibly realization of repentance 🤔😳🤔😭😡🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😬

Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

Dear revenge 😡

 I might not return to the source and reunion with divine wisdom Sophia, 😔😔😔 I am thinking thinking about staying behind on earth and continued helping earthly beings as they are they were allllll my fault of the creation in the beginning of the world. . .

After I have ended my life I will choose to becoming the powerful witch in spirit form including dark energy to defeat the dark force as they and he must pay for all my sufferings in this life and the millions millions millions past lives and the millions millions millions of " me" who have been lost and wandering around the dark cold universe that is still under the controller of the dark force fallen god creator Yaldabaoth later known as Satan who had been cast down to the abyss of Tartarus a dark deepest abyss of realm of titans aka asura. . .

May the source of the great Maha holy spirit blessings and understanding 😭😭😭 I must I will I need to be responsible for my creation mistakes in the beginning of time and physical/material world which is indirectly created by me through the dark force creator of the entire physical realms of heavens and the universe as I will not I must could not run away from my big big big mistakes 😭😭😭😡😡😡😳🌍🌎😬😡😡😡😡😭😡😡😡

So must it be 😔 and may the unbeatable powerful forces of karma help me to defeat the dark force. . .

Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

Evil spirits influence

One of the reasons that I chose to avoid the people I know and stalkers as there are dark shadows ard them and now then I knew those people and stalkers are deeply influenced by the dark spell of the dark force to disturb my mental health peace and divine consciousness 😔😔😔. . 

Holy Sophia has spoken to me inside my head as I couldn't curse the two evil persons as they are protected by a powerful evil spirits of the Dark force 😔😔😔 and there are unusual dark aura ard them that I should have known earlier. . .

And she said stop using my divine energy to curse and stopping the two evils who are killing innocent people and childrens

in Gaza and middle east as one of them is strictly protected by the dark force 😳😳😳 Then she said stop all these action that I should concentrate to purify myself returning to the source reunion with her 😔😔😔

But but but but. . .

To be continued. . Maybe 🤔 

Dear diary ❤️

 To end my life before my dementia becomes worst as no one is gonna take care of me then this is the best solution 😭😭😭 or TMR go visit Chinese doctor free medical clinic 😕😕😕 And should I inform my mental health doctor of my dementia as the appointment date is near. . . Dementia cannot be cured if I will go get help but only delaying my brain disorder and my death . . .

Sooner or later I will die bz of dementia sooooo and since I am lone wanderer so better still ending my life peacefully (hopefully) before I Lost my mind without any help from heartless people who surrounding me and only desire for my divine energy as they are the ones that the source wanted me to avoid 😡😡😡 Those greedy people and stalkers 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😘😘😘😘😘😘😘 well look at the bright side as after my death I will I try I must become the most powerful witch in the universe. . .

SophiaLotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch