Dear Christ 😔😔😔

 Please protect my beloved country and the local people only as they are very stressful living in a tiny island without any natural resources 😭😞😞 

Please keep the hot temperature away from my beloved country 🙏 🙏 💗 🙏 

Please blow the haze away from my country to. . to . . to don't know where to . . 😳🤣😂🤣😂😳

Please keep my country safe from all natural disasters eg like "earthquake shaking" influence by nearby earthquake countries. . .

Please bless my beloved country with prosperity, happiness and peaceful environment and all the local people only in my beloved country. . 

And . . and and. . We are very very very stressful people living in a tiny island without any natural resources and yet our government wanted us and my beloved country to be the best of all the best 😳😔🥹🥺😬😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 The government is too much over over over ambitious as a tiny island only. . .

And I used to like the current government but not now 😭😭😭😭😭😭 . . .

 so must it be 

To be continued if I still remember 🤣 🤣 🤣 😂 🤣 🤣 🤣 😂 🤣 

Dear me sophialotus

To keep records of myself In case I have forgotten of myself all😭😳😭😳😭😔😊😳😭😳

My name is Sophia lotus 🪷🪷🪷 

I am a Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Grey Witch 🧹 🧹 🧹 

I was born in August 9 as my beloved country birthday 🎂 🎂 🎂 🎉 🎉 🎉 

I was born in the first day of Chinese lunar seven ghost month 😳😳😳 That's explained why I can see ghosts , aura energy and . . .

My IQ is below the average person IQ 😭 😭 😭 accordingly to the mental health reviews and that's explained why I couldn't solve simple math calculation 😭 😭 😭 

But I have super super super extra senses like unstable remote viewing, unstable distance hearing, unstable distance eye viewing, unstable visions of the past and future and very very very strong "seven sense". . that protecting me helping me dissolving all my problems and everything 😔😔😔 sometimes only 😭😭😭

I wanted to live a normal happy and peaceful life and hidden my psychic power away and backpacking travel the whole world with my so called beloved dead husband CY and be a good Theravada Buddhist and reach enlightenment in this life but but but . . .😭😭😭

My name is Sophia lotus 🪷 🪷 🪷 

Lotus was my extra name from my lotus tattoo on my back which is meant for  remembering my true love "dead husband" CY and the tattoo is meant for covered dissolving the twin butterfly tattoo curse on my back but some stupid rumors out there saying is a blessed lotus by a monk or whatever 🤬🤬🤬 and those assholesss kept on touching my lotus tattoo that is meant for remembering my so called dead husband and dissolving the twin butterfly tattoo curse and I give them 🖕🖕🖕 as they are greedy ignorant and superstition and their skin is as thick as their asshole cun 🤬 They are  shameless not deserve to be human beings at all 😡 they should transform themselves into an animals. . . .

I dislike evil and greedy people as they should be punished by their own dark karma without seeking and cheating by my divine blessing to block their dark karma and I only bless those righteous people only especially  they need help but not those greedy assholesss trying to get near me for their greediness and evil intentions 🤬🤬🤬 and if they provoked me instead of blessings but serve them with curses until they have realized their mistakes then the curse will be dissolved automatically. . . And the curse is naturally and automatically cast out once I am being provoked or touched me without my permission but they didn't know that at first will be good luck blessings then later will turn into a bad curse until they repentance 😳😳😳 I have warned them many times but those assholesss still blinded by their greediness 😁😁😁 karma is indeed. . .

I dislike human beings and yet I want to help climate crisis but was stopped by the most powerful force of karma in the entire world then I became weak and fell sick often 😭😭😭 as I have tried many times many ways to challenge the unbeatable powerful force of karma. . . But I have failed. . .

My so called dead husband his name is CY as we met on the plane flying towards Thailand 1999 lunar month and date 07/07/1999 😳😳😳 legendary of the Chinese love story involved a mortal man and a goddess. . . And he has changed me totally after I've met him fatefully on plane ❤️ A romantic encountered 😳😘😍😔😭😭😭😭😭 too sad to write more. . .

I hate my father my sisters, brother and lastly my evil aunt as they are big hypocrites liars and great pretenders as an innocent good people 🖕 🖕 🖕 sometimes they like to pretend to be kind and good people by helping others just to feel good for themselves or mostly an illusions to keep them happily as pretending to be good people but deeply they are evil and selfish human beings 😒😒😒 They are nutcases too but sadly they didn't know 🤣😂🤣😂🤣 but I love my mother and always share my merits with her hoping she would rebirth in good condition place and family and whatever is good 😊 😊 😊 

I have been stalking by some stalkers with dark aura and some are not but they didn't know 😳😳😳 and I hate them as they are from the police force of my country or control freaks too as they have destroyed my life making my life more miserable lonely and my depression gotta worst because of those police and making me isolated from my friends and my family others 🤬🤬🤬 and their dark karma is awaiting for them as they didn't know my true ancient divine identity 😳🤬🤣😁😬😘💪😊 An ancient divine wisdom Sophia mother of all sources. . .

I am a lone wanderer as I don't like the human nature. . .

Most importantly I was a divine wisdom Sophia mother of all sources 😳 😭 😔 and my actual old divine soul was "broken" into millions millions pieces and forgotten the true nature identities lost and wandering in the dark universe. . .

I must be a most powerful grey witch with dark and white magic forces in the universe to defeat the dark force and destroy the dark energy that influenced human beings. . 

Since I am both M and F so I could practice the yin and yang energy as the dark and white magic forces to be the most powerful grey witch in the universe 💪 💪 💪 hopefully 😁😁😁

Christ has saved me and my past lives many many times and reminded me who I am . . .

I love to read all kinds of knowledge especially religion texts and histories. . .

I was a dancer, make-up artist, fortune teller and . . . Cannot remember 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 

I love to travel all the countries but not India Bangladesh and Pakistan as these countries are dangerous especially for lone woman traveller 😳😳😳. . .

And I think I may have dementia 85% confirmed and left few years to live. . .

I will not return to the source as Christ and mother Sophia have advised me to return back to the source but I choose to stay behind continuing help the earthly beings as this is my responsibility and my fault 😭😭😭 hopefully in this life or another and soon I will become the most powerful grey witch in the universe and I prayed to Christ after my death my soul or consciousness will not being captured again by the dark force and force to be reborned again without my previous live memory and whatever. . .

I must destroy the dark force fallen god and the evil dark energy and spirits 🤬🤬🤬and stopping them capture the souls to prevent them returning to the pure spirit realm  above as it's the source of all . . .

I must keep all these as top secret until my death as nobody will believe me and the dark force fallen god stories and others. . .

I must . . . cannot remember 🤣 🤣 🤣 

My name is Sophia lotus 🪷 🪷 🪷 

To be continued if I still remember 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 😂 🤣 🤣 🤣 😂 

To be the most powerful witch in the universe 💪💪💪

 How to be a most powerful grey witch in the universe???? Before ending my life. . .

Chakras meditation 

Mother Earth raw energy and . . .

Ancient forbidden knowledges of Raw gemstones and crystals with human elementary form 😳 how's the hell did I know this forbidden ancient secret knowledge 😳😳😳

Reunion or return to the source or as one for all with the Maha Great Holy Spirit 😳😳😳 again I knew this . . .😳😳😳

Absorbing the Goddesses and Gods divine energy 😳😳😳 I couldn't believe what I have written as all these knowledge that I never learn from any master and yet these knowledge hidden deeply inside my super sub consciousness 😳😳😳 Past lives many lives memories and forbidden knowledge. . .

And . . .

Traditional Buddhism meditation before chakras meditation 😳😳😳 and I knew that 😳😳😳

I must protect those people being possessed or influenced by the evil spirits or dark energy of the dark force fallen god and destroy the dark evil energy 🤬🤬🤬 that influenced those terrorists, extreme worshippers and others . They are not themselves their minds are deeply influenced by the dark force. . 😭😭😭

And I will become a grey witch with dark and white magic forces that hopefully will make me the most powerful grey witch in the universe . . as I need yin and yang energy and to defeat the evil yin and yang twins XXX 😔😔😔 and I am both M and F yang and yin of both black and white magic to be the most powerful grey witch in the universe. . .

Christ and mother Sophia as me please forgive and understanding my decision not to return back to the source as one of many millions me must stay behind to dissolve the big mistakes that mother Sophia as me had created in the beginning of the time of the entire world. . . 

To be continued if I still remember 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣. . .

I lost my interest to eat becoz ofDementia

Three meals breakfast lunch dinner into one meal per day I still no appetite to eat 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Dementia has made me lost appetite to eat healthy 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 

Soon or sooner I will lost my mind my memories so better write down everything abt myself to remind of myself. . .

Sosososo. . Can't remember what to write ✍️ ✍️ ✍️ hopefully the indigo gemstone for the mind chakras will heal my brain stopping  my dementia getting worst and of course plus others. . .

To be continued. . If I still remember 🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😭😭😭😭🤣😂. . .

Who is this Bitch 😳

 

😂🤣😂

Why sg no hot weather no heavy rain no earthquake

 Because of my karma trying to protect the world???? Or Christ is secretly helping me 😳😳😳 as for many years no serious earthquake activities shaking my country from the influence of earthquakes countries like Indonesia 😳 and no earthquake in Malaysia beside the eastern Malaysia 🤔🤔🤔

All ye Spirits of rain, water and wind please listen to me as I was I am I the all source of divine wisdom Sophia please rain down to wipe out the fire in Europe and stop all heavy pouring in all countries and restore the normal temperature of all countries and remove dissolve the heat of all countries that have been affected 😔😔😔 although I couldn't control the nature elements anymore due to the unbeatable powerful karma Forces of destruction of the mother earth and earth Goddess that fell on me sick in the past and present and in the future. . .

I will listen to the source and stop the suicide actions that challenging the most powerful force energy of the entire heavens and the universe I have no choice but to protect myself for the sake of better benefits of all humanity on mother earth 🌎🌍🌎

So must it be so this is the way and the only future destiny I have to face 😔😔😔

. . . . . . . . Hopefully hopefully hopefully one day the dark force will repent of his and their evil deeds 😔😔😔 Dreammmmmm on Sophia continue to dream the impossible impossible of impossibly realization of repentance 🤔😳🤔😭😡🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😬

Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

Dear revenge 😡

 I might not return to the source and reunion with divine wisdom Sophia, 😔😔😔 I am thinking thinking about staying behind on earth and continued helping earthly beings as they are they were allllll my fault of the creation in the beginning of the world. . .

After I have ended my life I will choose to becoming the powerful witch in spirit form including dark energy to defeat the dark force as they and he must pay for all my sufferings in this life and the millions millions millions past lives and the millions millions millions of " me" who have been lost and wandering around the dark cold universe that is still under the controller of the dark force fallen god creator Yaldabaoth later known as Satan who had been cast down to the abyss of Tartarus a dark deepest abyss of realm of titans aka asura. . .

May the source of the great Maha holy spirit blessings and understanding 😭😭😭 I must I will I need to be responsible for my creation mistakes in the beginning of time and physical/material world which is indirectly created by me through the dark force creator of the entire physical realms of heavens and the universe as I will not I must could not run away from my big big big mistakes 😭😭😭😡😡😡😳🌍🌎😬😡😡😡😡😭😡😡😡

So must it be 😔 and may the unbeatable powerful forces of karma help me to defeat the dark force. . .

Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

Evil spirits influence

One of the reasons that I chose to avoid the people I know and some of the stalkers as there are dark shadows ard them and now then I knew those people and stalkers are deeply influenced by the dark spell of the dark force to disturb my mental health peace and divine consciousness 😔😔😔. . 

Holy Sophia has spoken to me inside my head as I couldn't curse the two evil persons as they are protected by a powerful evil spirits of the Dark force 😔😔😔 and there are unusual dark aura ard them that I should have known earlier. . .

And she said stop using my divine energy to curse and stopping the two evils who are killing innocent people and childrens

in Gaza and middle east as one of them is strictly protected by the dark force 😳😳😳 Then she said stop all these action that I should concentrate to purify myself returning to the source reunion with her 😔😔😔

But but but but. . .

To be continued. . Maybe 🤔 

Dear diary ❤️

 To end my life before my dementia becomes worst as no one is gonna take care of me then this is the best solution 😭😭😭 or TMR go visit Chinese doctor free medical clinic 😕😕😕 And should I inform my mental health doctor of my dementia as the appointment date is near. . . Dementia cannot be cured if I will go get help but only delaying my brain disorder and my death . . .

Sooner or later I will die bz of dementia sooooo and since I am lone wanderer so better still ending my life peacefully (hopefully) before I Lost my mind without any help from heartless people who surrounding me and only desire for my divine energy as they are the ones that the source wanted me to avoid 😡😡😡 Those greedy people and stalkers 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😘😘😘😘😘😘😘 well look at the bright side as after my death I will I try I must become the most powerful witch in the universe. . .

SophiaLotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

Dear midnight Diary

 While I was taking three in one only meal for today I fell asleep 😔😔😔😔 when I open my eyes and shocked seeing the whole place full of so much golden white lights and the feeling is unexplainedable with love peace feeling. . Then the shining part of golden white light fades away 😳 a beautiful face humanoid appeared smiling at me and said not in actual words but how to say something like telepathic speaking softly in my head 😳 . . Little one welcome to the realm of pure spirit I am Sophia divine wisdom mother 😳😳😳😳😳😳 I was speechless and shocked thinking that's me I mean one of me at this beautiful realm. . Then the soft voice in my head speaking that human beings are stubborn and evil most of the time human beings have been slowly destroyed mother earth and earth Goddess there are so many ways to use clean energy to survive to work and for transportation and yet humans chosen the destructive way and slowly murdering the mother earth 🌎 🌍 🌎 followed and influenced by the evil spirits of dark lord forces creator fallen god later known as Satan. . . and more shocking news is those terrorists, extreme god worshippers, killers on the street and others are all under the evil spell of the evil spirits of the dark lord forces. .😳😳😳 That's explained why sometimes I was seeing dark shadows ard them. . 😳😳😳 I was speechless again so my extra senses are right all the time 😳😳😳😳😳 Then soft voice in my head speaking little Sophia stop all your stubbornness stop challenging the unbeatable karma Forces stop solving the climate crisis and becoz of my foolish persistently that the dark karma of  humanity that killing their own "mother"  earth has fallen on me, (maybe dementia is my karma to challenge the karma force as the humanity )😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 and I always fall sick 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 little Sophia until your time is done please come bk to the source and reunion with us . . . live your world with no regrets no more fights and quarrel as remember my holy status 😳 no more engaged with greedy people that surrounding me now and the past no more . . .no more. . I couldn't remember the rest 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 and the final soft voice speaking it's time to wake up from your dream and choose your proper way 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 then above her a more brightening golden white with rainbow colors appeared behind her 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 I am very sure the golden white rainbow colors humanoid figure is Christ 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 then I woke up . . . . . 

. . . . . . . this is not a dream as you couldn't remember the dream once you woken up. 

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😀😀😀😀😀😀😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I didn't inform any or share my secrets with anyone even gd friends if I have any 😁🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂 I remembered this this this as I will never forget the beautiful face of another "me" divine wisdom Sophia and the most beautiful lights that I have ever seen. . Christ. . . 

Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

Good morning my best friend diary ❤️

 As only a few years to live 😳 I want to cherish my last few years. . 

But save up money to cure to cure to. . .too expensive 😔 my next app of meeting my mentally health doctor soon so I think I better inform him or not but the medical bills will be very expensive and later he make me to eat many big tablet 😭😭😭 see how. . . I don't think so 😳😳😳 and needle to draw blood 😭🥺😭🥺😭 no way run away for my life 😭 😳😳😳

Global warming ard the world but why Singapore not affected or got affected too but the weather is not above 35 degrees or maybe Christ knew I scare of hot weather and he put a invisible dome ard sg or southeast Asia 😳😳😳 maybe 🤣🤣🤣If so love you Christ ❤️❤️❤️

To be continued as reaching the asura warzone again PPC 😭😳😭😔🤣😂

And save up money to visit my favorite countries if possible 

Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

My Idol My Hero My ❤️❤️❤️

 Miriam Elizabeth Rodríguez Martínez lived in San Fernando, Tamaulipas. In January 2012, her 20-year-old daughter, Karen, was kidnapped while driving home by members of the Los Zetas cartel.

Miriam and her family paid the ransom, hoping Karen would return safely. But she never came home.

For two years, Miriam searched for answers. In 2014, she discovered the heartbreaking truth: Karen's remains were found in a hidden grave at an abandoned ranch.

Instead of giving up, Miriam decided to find the people responsible herself.

With little help from authorities, she began her own investigation. She changed her appearance, used fake identities, and even disguised herself as a healthcare worker and a pollster to gather information. She followed leads, tracked suspects, and secretly watched locations where criminals were hiding.

Step by step, Miriam found all ten people connected to her daughter's kidnapping and murder. She helped authorities arrest them.

Her courage did not stop there. She founded the San Fernando Collective for the Disappeared, an organization that helped around 600 families search for their missing loved ones.

But her fight came with a terrible cost.

On May 10, 2017 — Mother's Day in Mexico — armed attackers entered Miriam's home and shot her twelve times. She died while being taken to the hospital.

Miriam's story became a symbol of a mother's love, determination, and courage. Even after losing her daughter, she spent her life fighting so other families could find answers.

May she rest in peace 😔

May my good merits and good karma shares with her and may she rebirth in good prosperity happiness peacefulness and most importantly may she meet her daughter again in next life as a mother and daughter relationship.

So must it be 😔

Dear diary Best friend 💓

 Dear best friend do you miss me 💋 as I miss you so much my best friend diary ❤️❤️❤️ 

Today my brain my memory gone haywire 走线😂🤣😂🤣😂 Dementia is indeed uncured disease or whatever. . . as I kept on checking my phone clock photo to check what time I have started the session. . . 😳😁🤣😂 I am wondering why I kena the dementia 😳😳😳 depression, no appetite to eat, insomnia, not enough sleep, stress too much over people, kept on hiding at home doesn't want to go out, sadness, loner, didn't communicate much with people, hide from the cruelty world,. . . Many stories many factors many mental health and don't know what. . . Sometimes when someone using simple words talk to me I was lost 😭 I couldn't understand the simple simple words and took sometimes to realize to understand to . . . Sometimes I got lost but later recovery 😭😭😭🤣😂🤣 hopefully next time I lost my way again and gone back to the heaven the source the pure spirit realm 😔😔😔 so must it be. 

Today finally I complained that the fat pig Tracy to Kent 🤣😂🤣 expectedly she jumped up and down to the both bosses 🤣😂🤣 I chose not to quarrel with her as my status is so high so class 🤣😂😂😂 yet so sad so dying I was I am the mother of all source 😳😳😳 but I realized it too late becoz of the dark forces interfere. .  and I am a crazy witch 🤣🤣🤣 and early on 华陀  male boss face black black as I didn't greet him and never help him one job session 😳😳😳 he was staring at me while I was in and out the next door shop 😳🤣😂 afterall I am one of the best service best skill best worker best freelancer and . . Best don't know what 😳😳😳 over there and many customers are requesting my service but but but I will not give good service anymore at his shop . . . Maybe he has regretted of his foolish attitude and whatever shit. . Who cares as I am dying gonna lose my mind lose everything soon but the question is I don't own anything 🤣🤣🤣 

PPC business is getting worst as too many shops too many choices for the customers and the customers have been divided amongst the 80 plus shops in PPC . . . So the end is coming 😳😳😳🤣😂🤣 follow me to the end of the world follow me to the end of my world follow me to to to to the source 😔😔😔 Today no dark forces of spirits harassing me . . . Maybe I think so my deadly curse is working 😳😳😳 with the help of many source. . .

Ok I have to say goodnight to you my best friend diary as going shower soon and to eat the only meal I have for today. . .

Good night Christ and sweet dreams to me nothing is bothering my sleep again as I am well prepared but maybe still not enough 😳😳😳

See you tomorrow diary 

Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

Haze is back 😭

 I couldn't help. . . Or else I will fall sick again. . . Unbeatable forces of karma is the truly only forces that nobody from above n below could challenge. . .

Wind wind Wind 😔 please listen to me although I couldn't control you anymore but at least I was the old ancient mother of all source 😔 please move the haze away from Singapore towards. . . But Don't know where to 😳😁😭🤣😂. . .  Please rain to wipe out the fire in Europe 😔 🌍🌍🌎 wind wind Wind rain rain rain where are you going 😁 please follow me to the end of the of world 😳 my world. . . as I have dementia only left few more years to live 😭😭😭 but looking at the bright side as I gonna to be free and have a new life again 😁😁😁 but don't know my new life gonna to fall on which country which galaxy which earth . . . But this time I chose to return to the source of possible 😭😭😭😔😬😘 maybe 🤔 🤔 🤔 

To be continued 

My lovely personal diary

 For so many years I have stopped writing my diary over here . . . due to my boring and boring life that I have chosen. . .

Something wrong with my IQ 😭 mental health review that my IQ is at the borderline of average IQ of normal people so in another word I am quite retarded 😂😂😂and that's explained why I couldn't even solve simple math calculation 😭😂🤣🤣

But few people knew that I have special super super super six seven eight senses to help to prevent to protect myself from trouble and disasters, nobody knows my true ancient divine identity as I was "one"  of the ancient the first the divine wisdom Sophia reborned as a human being and other "me" might reincarnated as humans aliens animals monsters demons or some of "me" have returned to the source the pure spirit realm above the matter/physical/lower realms of heavens and the entire universe. . . accordingly to the gnostic Theravada Buddhism cosmology. . .

And I will keep this secret bury until my death. . . Forever and ever ever. . .

I have changed recently after my awakening to remember my past lives lives lives. . . A cold chilling quiet person 😳😳😳 I don't smile anymore I became sarcastic towards people I don't like . . Usually my old self was a friendly funny laughable personality. .  

Today the old Aunt boss ard my house is quiet rude and unpoilte 😡 I will never never never bless her and her messy shop anymore 😳 she has reviewed her true self after knowing her many years. . . Human dark personality is always hidden from the outsiders lollllll 😳 human cruel selfish uncompassionate nature 😳 that's why I have changed becoming a cold chilling quiet person I don't like human and yet I am still a human being 🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣. . . Nayyyy I am not a human at all a complicated stories 🤣😂🤣😂🤣🤣🤣🤣. . .

Tmr back to the people park complex an asura warzone world 🌎 🌍 🌎 for work 😭 I have given up those people of this complex my heart has died no more love no more laugh no more smiling face no more friendly funny Sophia but the question is they don't know but some knew some whom close with me have noticed my new personalities 🖕🖕🖕 who cares as most of them are all selfish greedy unreasonable assholesss 😳😂🤣😭🫣😬😘😁 very greedy for money 🤑 💰 💰 💰 

Ok enough for today it's to take my three in one meal per day only and dress up for the tmr freelance therapist job 😳😳😳😁😭🤣😂💰💰💰 btw who is the asshole who invented the money 💰 💰 💰 see you again my personal diary 😘😘😘

Sophia-Lotus A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch 

Christ

Christ has restored the partially/ 000000000000000000. . . 00000000. . . 0000. .0 00000.1% of my divine energy to be slowly awakening to remember my true divine idea and somehow to ward off the dark forces but didn't help much 😭😭😭 but for years I have forgotten my psychics and didn't use my psychic energy since I have chosen to live a normal life like others. . And that caused my psychic power gone and hidden deeply inside my sub sub sub consciousness 😔 to work as therapist. . to have a normal life until the awakening of my true divine identity. . .

I made a choice to live like a normal human being for years and tried to forget the "old self" that I am not normal person with powerful psychic power. . Do I regret 😂 nope. . .

For years,  I tried to use my psychic power to save the climate crisis but I was stopped by an ancient ancient ancient one. . . that she said those ungrateful selfish human beings have been taking advantage of mother earth Goddess natural resources and worst still they are polluting and killing the earth and mother earth Goddess slowly and painfully. 

 . . . 

I have tried to argue with her but she warned me any attempting to save climate crisis I will be paid and punished by the unbeatable forces of karma. . . and I fell sick whenever I tried to save the climate crisis. Again and again and again. . . until my immune system becoming weaker and weaker 😭😭😭 and I pity mother earth but I also pity the human beings. . . But year after year I began to hate human cruel and greedy nature. . . that's explained why I don't like and avoiding the contact with any beings for many many years until now then I realized that I don't like human beings 😳😳😳 sometimes nope most of the time I don't quite understand myself and the confusing split personality of mine have torn my life chaos 😁😘😭😞😬🫣 I hate human nature 

And out of the blue blue blue whatever . . dementia disease attacks me 😭😭😭😭😭😭 only left few years to live accordingly to medical history of dementia patients. . .

 Yet I still tried to figure how to go against the unbeatable forces of karma for years. . 

To be continued. . .

Sophia-Lotus 

A Gnostic Theravada Buddhist Witch

I was I am the ancient divine wisdom Sophia

Only recently I have managed to recall my first past live of millions millions millions past past past lives in the endless cycle of the infinity Time. . .

I was ancient divine wisdom Sophia 

I am still now. . .

I was I am the source of all living beings creatures non beings aliens and many others. . .

I was captured by my own creation . 

There are many many many "me" wandering around the whole universe after I had been trapped and "killed" by the dark forces that I had created imperfectly and mistakenly 😭😭😭 My divine soul has been broken from millions pieces, millions of me wandering around the dark universe forgotten my true divine self until Christ saves me again and again and again and. . .

Thank you Christ 😔

Now I have awaken and recently I have discovered that I may have dementia and left only few years to live accordingly to the medical science history. . . But . . 

Those evil spirits of the dark forces are harassing me now as they have realized I have fully awaken. . .

 I have been struggled of fighting with the evil ones from many past lives from their . . . But I am I will still fight with them . . . I want them to pay of my many past lives suffering. . I want to be stronger with my divine psychic power to destroy all the evil ones that I have created in the beginning of time. . .

I have dementia and I will soon forget who I was and all important message for me. . 

To win this war I must change to be a dark destroyer and I will and the only choice that I have now as nobody will help me nobody will know who I really am only the divine Christ knows 😭 I must pay all the karma that I have committed in the beginning of time nobody can save me but only myself even Christ could not change my karma but only reminded my true divine seft . .

To save myself from dementia I need to master the ancient reiki healing and with the help of real gemstones plus meditation. . . I will I must create a new form or an ancient way of self healing. . . absorbing the raw universe energy to heal to cure to boom my illness my dementia and lastly becoming the most powerful witch in the galaxy to win and save myself and the so called war . . .

To be continued. . .